helianthus
raze
there
are
three
of
us
.
we
crouch
down
in
the
cool
,
uncut
grass
,
all
of
us
looking
for
something
different
.
he
frowns.
he
can't
see
what's
right
in
front
of
him
.
she
smiles
.
she
sees
everything
.
they're
both
young
enough
to
be
my
children
.
i
find
what
i'm
after
:
a
single
sunflower
standing
in
the
dark
, towering
over
everything
else
.
i
feel
the
smooth
cylinder
of
its
neck
between
my
fingers
.
i
move
to
pull
it
from
the
earth
.
i
see
two
smaller
flowers
wrapped
around
it
,
fighting
to
keep
it
locked
in
place
.
their
faces
are
wilted, collapsing
in
on
themselves
in
a
world
without
light
.
their
thin
stems
are
wires —
one
black
,
the
other
red
.
it
doesn't
matter
which
wire
i
choose
.
something
will
explode
if
i
try
to
pull
this
braid
apart
.
she
tells
me
the
sunflower
won't
survive
being
uprooted. it'll
be
dead
before
i
can
carry
it
inside
the
house
.
there
isn't
another
like
it
anywhere
.
i
straighten
my
body
and
tell
her
i
understand
.
i
wouldn't
wrestle
something
so
precious
from
its
home
before
it's
finished
growing
.
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