haveyou
raze lower your standards
or lower your heart
so the arteries fracture with ease
give me a reason
to cut off your hair
i don't need one, but sometimes it helps
saturday smells like a new paper bag
or so i've been led to believe
teach him to hate & to bury his face
in your breasts of potassium flesh

i'd like permission to read what you wrote
is it really so hard to believe?
feet bound together with paper maché
i could run, but i'd fall on my face
three-and-a-half is your number this month
i hope he's treating you well
all that i want is to see you content
it's not as far-fetched as it seems

how many names do you use in a year?
are they really all pieces of you?
it must be taxing to keep reinventing yourself
who will appreciate all that you do
to ensure an ecstatic response?
this is the finest name you've ever had
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auburn "how many names do you use in a year?
are they really all pieces of you?
it must be taxing to keep reinventing yourself
who will appreciate all that you do
to ensure an ecstatic response?
this is the finest name you've ever had"

From Raze's haveyou.



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I often reinvent myself. I think.

And it's bloody exhausting. And I don't know why I feel the need to do it.


I have a lot more emotion around this, but I'll have to let the emotion exist somewhere other than the realm of words.
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auburn Forgot to change the title. Oh well. 080925
what's it to you?
who go
blather
from