fucking_up
raze
i
wish
i
had
a
goddamn
time
machine
.
240320
...
ovenbird
You
and
me
both
.
Also
,
why
isn't
there
any
such
thing
as
fucking
down
?
As
in
,
I
really
fucked
that
down
.
Fucking
up
seems
so
elevated
.
And
really
,
fucking
up
often
results
in
being
very
down
about
the
fucked
up
thing
,
so
wouldn't
it
make
more
sense
to
say
fucking
down
?
Or
maybe
you
just
say
,
I
fucked
up
and
now
I'm
fucking
down
,
and
that
basically
covers
it
.
I
don't
know
.
Some
thoughts
for
the
first
fucking
day
of
April
.
260401
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from