figure_eight
raze
each
loop
of
synthetic
rubber
and
polyester
that
holds
my
hair
in
place
spins
itself
into
a
number
one
step
past
the
integer
i
most
want
to
see
staring
back
at
me
—
symbolic
,
i'm
told
,
of
an
effort
to
reconcile
the
spiritual
and
material
worlds
,
with
broken
bits
of
protein
jammed
between
the
teeth
of
the
tired
metaphor
.
i
don't
think
it
means
much
of
anything
outside
of
this
:
a
twisted
thing
will
always
try
to
sculpt
itself
into
the
suggestion
of
a
familiar
form
.
the
idea
isn't
to
send
a
signal
to
someone
receptive
enough
to
make
sense
of
it
,
but
for
the
object
to
prove
it's
more
than
a
mistake
built
by
inordinate
tension
and
the
toll
it
takes
.
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