ersatz_35
cuckoobird
chapter
35
in
which
peet
has
a
look
around
fyn gula's
house
i
couldn't
help
but
look
around
the
house
since
espoir
was
busy
watching
more
films.
and
so
i
ventured
about
.
the
walls
were
a
gallery
of
photos
, paintings,
drawings
, posters,
and
writings.
on
the
back
of
a
door
he
had
taken
bright
red
paint
and
wrote
these
words
:
"
i
will
build
a
ladder
into
the
sky
one
rung
at
a
time
climbing
hand
over
foot
reaching
for
air
i
have
fallen
to
the
ground
more
than
once
once
i
laid
unconscious
and
when
i
woke
i
swear
i'm
not
hurt
oh
i
am
hurt
i'm
dazed
and
convinced
that
pain
is
only
a
whisper
unable
to
be
heard
above
the
hoarse
-throated
singing
we
are
not
yet
birds
"
i
wondered
if
that's
why
he
looked
at
me
like
that
.
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go
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