drunk_blathing
leif
I
could
spend
the
rest
of
my
life
in
a
marriage
with
someone
who
I
know
would
do
anything
to
try
and
make
me
happy
...
BUT
I
think
I'm
destined
for
a
reckless
life
.
Maybe
even
a
loveless
one
.
150306
...
past
you'll
never
be
without
love
150307
...
lux
dear_leif
send
me
a
note
at
this
email
?
anytime,
drunk
or
sober
or
somewhere
in
between
.
150310
...
leif
I
hear
you
all
day
long
in
fragments
of
lyrics
and
melodies
cascading
through
my
speakers.
I
see
you
in
paintings
and
pencil
sketches
.
I
stood
in
an
art
gallery
yesterday
for
twenty
minutes
imagining
all
of
the
things
we
might
say
to
one
another
.
I
want
to
ask
for
your
phone
number
.
I
want
to
write
to
you
;
pen
to
paper
to
heart
from
heart
.
I'm
afraid
of
being
too
much
.
I
want
...
151202
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from