dreaming_again lrigtsol i think i saw you it was you. i think. yes. remember that tempera-painted fairy_tale world decorated with crepe paper streamers and balloons filled with confetti? you averted your gaze when i waved to you and you ignored my insistence by singing to the children who demanded your attention. 110309 ... unhinged that you would treat me better that you would listen to what i have to say that we can move forward that we can be friends i am tired of trying to convince you to love me that i care that i deserve to be treated kindly being mean is not being honest (what the fuck is it with people around here? being mean and nasty and hiding it under the guise of honesty doesn't make it right) i am trying to be kind thinking you'd return the favor is a pipedream at best 110309 what's it to you? who go blather from