crosses
birdmad
...
to
bear
lying
here
like
dead
cartoons
with
X's
in
my
eyes
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...
unhinged
never
had
much
to
do
with
jesus
for
me
;
just
her
.
just
olga
.
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...
unhinged
and
maybe
a
vague
sense
of
creepiness
thanks
to
the
realistic
statues
in
the
catholic
church
i
attended
with
her
when
i
was
little
,
not
really
knowing
so
much
what
it
was
about
besides
standing
and
sitting
and
kneeling
and
everyone
reciting
this
thing
together
(
which
also
creeped
me
out
that
somehow
everyone
knew
the
words
but
me
)
and
the
smell
of
the
gold
thing
the
priest
carried
and
how
people
pretended
they
were
eating
and
drinking
jesus
(
once
again
,
creepy
)
and
the
priest
flinging
water
on
everyone
,
which
i
had
the
vague
notion
to
dodge
since
i've
always
been
afraid
of
water
.
and
then
as
i
got
older
and
realized
that
the
romans
crucified
a
lot
of
people
on
crosses,
i
thought
it
was
a
pretty
morbid
symbol,
not
sure
why
catholics
would
want
to
wear
one
everyday.
mine
never
symbolized
jesus
as
sacreligious
as
that
might
seem
to
some
.
it
did
symbolize
love
though
.
the
love
my
grandma
taught
me
.
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go
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