creaking
raze
a
hair
from
my
head
has
wormed
its
way
into
my
most
problematic
ear
,
and
the
sound
it
makes
when
i
jostle
my
jaw
or
think
about
regular
season
basketball
games
or
sink
into
a
squat
is
the
same
sound
an
old
door
makes
when
it's
pried
open
after
having
lived
too
long
without
even
a
sympathetic
shadow
to
hear
a
thing
it
has
to
say
.
and
so
,
everywhere
i
go
,
i
carry
with
me
the
inarticulate
voice
of
a
movable
structure
that's
lost
its
sense
of
wonder
,
at
least
until
cerumen separates apostate protein
from
the
cavern
that's
claimed
it
,
or
my
senses
abandon
me
as
part
of
some
cruel
cosmic
joke
.
come
and
knock
on
my
skull
.
i've
been
waiting
for
you
.
251227
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from