back_home
bijou
it
feels
funny
to
call
him
a
man
,
the
weakest
moments
,
the
worst
side
of
the
better
half
,
the
safe
side
of
the
gutter
,
the
warm
side
of
the
bed
,
the
windows
in
the
wall
and
the
rusted rooftops.
the
last
side
of
the
night
.
the
dark
side
of
the
room
.
the
old
shoes
.
the
ranting
requiem
,
the
roaring
guts
.
it
feels
funny
to
call
him
a
man
but
he
wears
his
face
in
a
full
beard
these
days
and
you
can't
grow
into
yesterday
,
it's
too
late
.
so
we
slept
close
like
we
used
to
.
not
much
has
changed
since
he
left
.
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what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from