american_robin
raze
i
watched
him
watch
the
dying
light
from
the
damp
grass
in
the
backyard
, trading stillness
for
small
,
quick
steps
and
then
reversing
the
transaction.
he
was
searching
for
the
best
resting
place
to
take
in
all
the
world
that
was
his
.
here
?
no
.
here
?
no
.
not
here
.
here
?
i
was
washing
clothes
to
make
them
dirty
again
, using
chemicals
to
strip
away
the
minerals
my
body
made
and
gave
to
them
.
he
would
have
laughed
at
that
.
his
back
was
turned
,
but
i
could
still
see
the
red
of
his
breast
and
the
black
of
his
eyes
, unconcerned
with
how
many
days
were
left
to
him
,
holding
firm
to
this
moment
and
nothing
else
.
i
knew
he
wouldn't
take
flight
until
i
was
gone
,
so
i
walked
away
and
let
him
become
a
mystery
to
me
.
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