outlook DammitJanet it's passed 230 by the end of july and i am left here to wait for another day of hopes, of dreams, of lifes aspirations that form a smile in a troubled girls heart for life has its ups and life has its downs both of which have plagued me whole for the downs outwiegh my mind my soul but i will never part with living living my hopes, my dreams, my lifes aspirations for it is only the end of july and all the time in the world awaits me 030713 ... megan dammitjanet i swear i wrote almost those exact same words in my diary now i'm shivering 040822 what's it to you? who go blather from