what_right_have_i amy in red i started to think about what do I think gives me the right to be on side of unhappy. But then I remembered that I mostly am only trying to be undeluded, a necessary skill for survival. Still, if I think I have no time for simple, happy, regular living, I might find myself, by definition, sort of maladaptive, and it starts to look like a vicious cycle. It's not, though, not really. See, i maintain integration by holding to a solid belief... you can't break the time-law, which is: you haven't been wasting it. 111012 ... amy in red One of the reasons I don't want to go to therapy is I don't want anybody to point out or lead me to a mindset where it seems like I've been wasting all kinds of time. 111012 what's it to you? who go blather from