until_i_am_myself_again fyn gula i will say the words that, like escaped prisoners, jump out of my mouth seeking a freedom inaccessible, where even forgiveness is an ugly scar and is looked upon with cringing. 020725 ... jinx Until I am myself. Until I know what "myself" is, I will not be myself again. When will I be myself? 020726 ... Joana. I will breathe in this condensed air of emotional intensity and live among the clashing worlds that surround me in vain attempts of knowing what is within. 020729 ... . . 050225 ... lotuseater if you are not yourself, who are you? 050225 ... raze i will try to swim through the static that surrounds me with failing limbs, stealing some small comfort from whatever flotsam floats my way. 230214 what's it to you? who go blather from