today_is_the_day distorted tendencies That I feel like I'm going to die.. Yet no different from any other day. 021227 ... Freak That I fall in love with you yet again 021228 ... distorted tendencies That I feel somehow free. But it will pass I know. That everything I have typedon blather in the past seems like a lie, like I was lying to myself and everyone else that was reading. Starting from a clean slate from now on.. 021229 ... no longer solitary When I free myself from chains of indepdence, and fly in hopeful knowing that my future is for certain- for certain for a life with him. 030217 ... Mandy i try to drink away the part of the day that i cannot sleep away 030218 ... lostgirl to use those wings to fly. 100810 ... unhinged that i stop responding to the nasty shit you've been throwing my way 100810 ... unhinged the last time you get to walk_away from me 100815 what's it to you? who go blather from