this_headache_is_a_cannibal raze i think it wants food, this distant ache that calls itself a friend but disappears for long stretches of time and never returns what it borrows. so i'll feed it and see what it has to say for itself when it's too full to move. 141031 ... raze i thought moving around might make it go away. that seems to work sometimes. not tonight. as soon as i fell to my knees, it felt like my right eye and everything around it was going to explode in a shower of bone and blood and vitreous gel. i made a meal of pressed powder and contempt and swallowed it whole to shove it down the throat of what ailed me. we'll see how hungry it really is. 220619 what's it to you? who go blather from