tactile_hallucinations tender_square a slight, repeated tugging on the bedsheets, like there was a body beside me begging for more covers. 230111 ... epitome of incomprehensibility I used to be scared when I woke up at night and it seemed as if something was crawling up or down my back. Especially one time when I wasn't fully awake and it seemed the continuation of a dream. "Used to be," hah. But having read a rather long chapter about the brain for phonetics 2, I should tell myself, "Just nerves doing nervy things. Don't be nervous." 230111 ... ovenbird Sleep was rocking me gently when I suddenly felt the tips of your fingers brushing mine. It was not a dream, but a physical sensation that woke me fully. I pressed my thumb into each whorled fingerprint, trying to embed the memory into my flesh. 251110 ... raze something that wasn't quite a hand wrapped itself around two fingers and moved them closer together. it wasn't forceful, but the strangeness of it stirred me from my half_asleep state and pricked my brain with panic. 251112 ... ovenbird In the half sleep of a flu induced nap, I felt, distinctly, a forearm pressing into my chest, holding back the weight of an invisible body above me. 260320 what's it to you? who go blather from