summer_wear raze you know it almost broke me. the summer, i mean. it gets so thick sometimes it moves right into me like a lover would. always holding something back while holding me in place. lulling me into waking sleep with promises of darker days. i press the curved part of a spoon to my forehead. something cool to mark my skin. cool enough to make me believe in miracles. everything sweats out something. i wore my insides out until all the moisture left me. until everything was gone. even the things i didn't think i could afford to lose. now i'm stronger than i've ever been and weaker than i knew i could be. i don't miss the heat or what it took from me. but i do. 211001 what's it to you? who go blather from