one_day_of_despair xuan one day is usually enough. (the best thing that's every been written on this subject is arundhati roy's God of Small Things: "Personal despair is never desperate enough." she shaved her head and protested the institution of marriage but now has a husband, herself.) 031005 ... mon nothing quite like cutting myself into pieces just to feed you so you can live to remember so you can bury me 031006 what's it to you? who go blather from