not_friend_but_stranger belly fire My heart broke in twain: A disproportionate amount belonging to my husband, the other in twain again: A disproportionate amount obeying a devotion to my family, the other in ruin. My ability to love the world, feel remorse, conviction, and empathy are extensions of my love for them. My torment over you rages yet in my heart. 070228 ... uoasI The You I know is completely different to the You being forced by everyone else. I wish that my You was the real You but I'm beginning to understand you are no longer a friend, but instead you are becoming a stranger. Also, why do you not tell me these things yourself? Why do you wait for the hype from others who say it in such a way that it should be SO EXCITING and I should for some reason be giggling like a freak because of it? Not_friend because you are not consistent. Stranger because I fear that is what you have become. 110627 what's it to you? who go blather from