my_state_now Bespeckled cross-reference: hurt 041107 ... shilohlives Temporarily fine, because you love me, But temporary is so painful. Will you choose me tomorrow? 041108 ... Bespeckled I will choose you tomorrow if you do not choose her ever again. If I can eradicate the slightest fear that you will someday choose her instead of me, even for a moment ... then I will choose you every day for the rest of my life. 041109 ... raze if it's possible to be exhausted, enraged, indifferent, and inspired, all at the same time, the resulting mess would be me. 241222 what's it to you? who go blather from