my_state_now Bespeckled cross-reference: hurt 041107 ... shilohlives Temporarily fine, because you love me, But temporary is so painful. Will you choose me tomorrow? 041108 ... Bespeckled I will choose you tomorrow if you do not choose her ever again. If I can eradicate the slightest fear that you will someday choose her instead of me, even for a moment ... then I will choose you every day for the rest of my life. 041109 what's it to you? who go blather from