moebius
karasu
he
put
the
pistol
in
his
mouth
and
squeezed
the
trigger
.
everything
went
black
for
a
second
and
then
there
was
the
rush
of
pain
followed
by
the
taste
of
the
metal
on
his
tongue
and
his
trigger
finger
relaxing
just
as
he
took
it
out
of
his
mouth
.
the
despair
overtook
him
he
wished
he
knew
when
it
would
end
but
somehow
he
always
ended
up
here
there
seemed
to
be
now
way
out
on
the
other
side
of
the
glass
,
the
man
fingered
the
REPLAY/REPEAT
button
on
the
remote
control
,
taking
a
perverse
delight
in
the
carnage
and
even
more
in
seeing
it
in
reverse
.
a
cockroach scuttled
along
the
tawdry
wood
paneling
of
the
basement
wall
downstairs
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