karolina
raze
she
always
loses
her
nerve
when
she
wants
to
be
brave
.
on
a
pink
post
-it
note
she's
written
two
words
in
her
mother
tongue
: "nevzdávej boj".
we're
both
standing
on
the
same
unnamed
street
.
my
mother
refuses
to
let
her
ride
with
us
.
i
climb
into
the
back
seat
on
the
driver's
side
,
struggle
with
my
seat
belt
,
and
say
the
dirtiest
word
i
know
.
my
stepfather
pulls
over
and
tries
to
rip
the
hair
right
out
of
my
head
.
i
make
a
meal
of
his
face
.
it
doesn't
taste
like
anything
. karolina shares
a
cab
with
me
after
i've
washed
my
mouth
out
with
scented
soap
.
we
have
nowhere
to
go
and
nothing
to
do
.
what
a
lucky
thing
to
be
so
free
.
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go
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