just_behind_my_eyes Bizzar are the tears that just won't fall. are the memories painted falsely in purity. is a love I know well, but have never tasted. is the burden of the truths I have never lived. is the regret of the choices I never made. is the me that I am still struggling to understand. is the cage that has kept me shackled for so long. is a girl who has always felt like she is too much and never enough. 220221 ... raze the spire that sits at the summit of all this controlled chaos serves as an aerial, its conical kindness latching onto thoughts that travel at the speed of light, converted into currents that course through the network of nerves i call my own. and in this stream of charged particles and skewed perceptions, i find the perfect bedlam of now. 220222 what's it to you? who go blather from