i_dreamed_i_ripped_you_apart_with_my_voice ... . 071031 ... raze you flinched, as if you thought i might hit you. it took something that forceful and ugly to get any reaction out of you at all. you looked more lost in that dream than you ever had in life. maybe that's how you really felt. we were all naked — me, you, and your friend with the shit-eating grin that never left his face, who never said a word, whose smile never faltered even after you'd clearly been shaken by my words — but any awkwardness i felt was quickly stabbed out by my anger. dreams will do that. 130407 what's it to you? who go blather from