four_cats
raze
it's
funny
how
much
you
can
forget
without
wanting
to
.
if
i
squint
when
i
look
back
at
the
home_movies
my
mind
made
of
us
,
i
can
see
one
of
the
four
.
she
called
him
little_guy
.
he
was
anything
but
small
.
probably
overweight.
but
full
of
love
.
he
would
climb
onto
a
chair
in
her
smoke
-smeared
basement
,
stand
on
his
hind
legs
,
and
hug
me
.
just
like
a
furry
little
person
. purring
loud
enough
to
shake
the
fillings
in
my
teeth
.
i've
lost
all
the
others
.
their
names
.
their
coats.
their
personalities.
chances_are
she's
lost
them
too
.
that
was
a
long
time
ago
.
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go
blather
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