finding_a_way_to_die
raze
i
have
almost
nothing
left
to
look_forward
to
in
life
.
in
most
of
my
dreams
i'm
more
of
a
participant —
the
ghost
of
something
unresolved
.
i
want
to
leave
my
voice
on
imagination's doorstep.
i'm
going
to
investigate
the
idea
that
dashed
lives
are
luminaries.
here
is
where
i
think
my
entire
collection
of
satire
resides,
within
a
tiny
pattern
of
time
.
sooner
or
later
i
would
have
to
abandon
my
thermonuclear
self
.
raw
, ravaged,
real
—
this
is
all
i
need
to
feel
.
even
a
man
who's
searching
for
something
might
be
called
a
different
creature
by
his
body
in
a
cage.
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what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from