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raze i have almost nothing
left to look_forward
to in life.

in most of my dreams i'm more
of a participant — the ghost
of something unresolved.

i want to leave my voice
on imagination's doorstep.

i'm going to investigate
the idea that dashed
lives are luminaries.

here is where i think
my entire collection
of satire resides,
within a tiny
pattern of time.

sooner or later i would
have to abandon my
thermonuclear self.

raw, ravaged, real
this is all i need to feel.

even a man who's searching
for something might be called
a different creature by
his body in a cage.
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