fetal_position warmthofrelease I think human evolution is directional there is an other force to be drawn to as gravity as flowers growing out to the sun something we push towards being why is it so easy to fall asleep? I think we NEED to be vulnerable a skill as_necessary_as_breathing we need to give way to the foxes and the thieves let their knives to our throats that they might decide to spare the defenseless to let them wake and rise and kill the nocturnals slowly with what passes beneath the sun in little increments rounded intrest just a little trim off the margins too small for anyone to fight if they even notice all_these_little_lies and things_gone_missing all_the_countless_little_red_lights_run adding up day by burning day maybe we began by growing in the direction of the source of our energy to live maybe we don't know until we know that we don't want to become the thing that nourishes us we reach out open up, we recoil retract what catalyzes the change in direction towards opening or closing? we do not want to be what_our_mothers_and_fathers_were of course naturally we all arrive at the conclusion we do not want to turn into what feeds us but when we wake will we find that we have become them again? because you know, it's inevitable you can't just stay awake you will give in to your needs and your weaknesses again you will compromise you will accept these terms you will live to fight another day you will fall asleep again 260902 what's it to you? who go blather from