knives
raze
he
slid
the
tool
from
its
scabbard. "
you
see
that
?"
he
said
. "
that's
solingen steel.
the
germans
made
some
of
the
finest
steel
in
the
world
.
we
learned
about
that
in
shop
class
.
i
found
this
knife
at
sears.
i
said
to
my
dad
, '
if
that's
what
i
think
it
is
,
it's
coming
home
with
me
.'
he
bought
one
just
like
it
.
maybe
it
ended
up
with
my
brother
.
i
don't
know
.
i
didn't
find
it
in
my
father's
things
.
i
think
i've
sharpened
mine
once
in
forty
years
.
maybe
twice
."
he
asked
for
a
garbage
bag
so
he'd
have
a
place
to
dump
the
pads
that
line
the
part
of
my
piano
designed
to
keep
the
cold
from
crushing
its
colon.
the
blade
sliced
through
blue
cloth
like
a
blown
-out
body
making
still
water
move
.
i
held
what
wasn't
mine
,
felt
the
smooth
curve
of
its
tang
against
my
palm
,
and
wondered
how
deep
it
might
dig
into
him
.
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