everything_is_noise
raze
after
having
half
the
sleep
that
should
have
been
mine
stolen
by
low_flying_planes
and
shit
stains
who
feed
their
flabby muscle
cars
a
steady
diet
of
fast_food
,
after
the
boredom
barking
of
derelict
dogs
slicing
through
the
ceaseless
whine
of
the
only
machine
i
can
count
on
to
keep
me
cool
,
after
the
sting
of
steel whaling
on
warped
wood
and
the
ear
-splitting screams
of
swimming
siblings
—
after
all
of
this
,
i
watch
a
woman
clothed
in
familiar
fluorescent
fabric
carry
a
grass
trimmer
like
a
sleeping
child
down
kildare
road
.
she
trains
her
surest
finger
on
the
trigger
, joining
the
others
who
live
here
in
wounding
the
world
with
noise
as
part
of
some
sad
stab
at
creating
the
illusion
that
something
is
being
accomplished,
when
all
she's
shearing
is
air
.
250617
...
epitome of incomprehensibility
This
is
how
I
felt
at
4
AM
this
morning
.
I
hadn't
slept
that
long
when
I
was
wrenched
out
of
sleep
by
an
argumentative
bird
ranting
close
to
my
window
.
It
wasn't
birdsong
to
be
at
that
point
,
just
bird
noise
.
Everything
was
noise
if
it
kept
me
awake
.
I
closed
my
window
on
the
town
crier, preferring
to
suffer stuffiness
over
that
racket.
250617
...
e_o_i
*
birdsong
to
me
(
although
I
didn't
"
be
"
birdsong
either
,
true
)
250617
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from