deficit amy in red Biggest deficit is in common sense which then leads into ADD. Second biggest problem is lacking recommendations in a society of artifice. Need to play the game or go thoreau and stop complaining. It's not guilt that brings me down but a really stark observation that there's not all that much hope for me on the levels I would think would be just or busy and fulfilling. Is this because I'm sick.... Sort of. But I'm also sick because of this. Possibly even "dying". The scene in San Felipe, where I was on drugs and got really upset, was this thought. So yes, I'm definitely open to being saved. Yes. Yes. No skin offa my back....! 120613 what's it to you? who go blather from