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DammitJanet sometimes it just isn't worth it
not worth the time
not worth the effort
but i do it anyways
it's a type of torture
that i seem to need
to know that i'm real
and have a life worth living
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nr i don't know how people ever know their worth to anyone. 221230
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tender_square an old friend from grade school who now lives in maryland traveled to my dreamspace, asking me if i'd dj her sister's wedding for free. another friend was seated between us, one who's face i cannot place or recognize, and she protested on my behalf. "she's nearly 40 and she lives alone, she needs the income," she said. and in the dream i thought, she's not wrong, but afterward i undersold myself, saying the sister had to at least pay me the cost of renting the equipment and gas, as though that compensated me for my time and skills. (and i remembered wondering if that was, in fact, a fair trade off; i mean, did i even know what was hip in music anymore?) 230111
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