we_will_hate_what_we_lost PeeT but we will love what we find 111229 ... unhinged hate is not really the word for it betrayal grief inadequacy but also anger_and_frustration but i found the love that illuminates this all for what it is thank you for teaching me my heart deserves more, better but i will always grieve for you your heart never quite making it to that place (ive been thinking of you a lot lately and will always wish you peace) 111230 ... unhinged but you know then_again i think i did hate you for awhile for all the pain grief betrayal inadequacy 111231 what's it to you? who go blather from