social_attitude amy in red i'm always telling myself, lately: i'm ready. ready as i'll ever be. which then leads me into something a little too expectant. my use of the internet has caused me to be far too expectant, without so much Actual Life Content. definitely like a way to get a fix. patch up the boredom and the deficiency. which then leads to: Pearls Before Swine. (when we lack Actual Life Relationships, i think maybe we do this dumb missionary thing....) by the way, read Reality Hunger by David Shields. it's about modern literature. (or, post-postmodern literature, or whatever) it jumps around my actual hopes, whatever that's worth. 120620 ... n o m on the one hand it's nice to know people on the other hand i don't want to talk sometimes 120620 ... PeeT excellent book 120620 what's it to you? who go blather from