opposites tender_square "i know i gave a lot (didn't i?) why do i have such a hard time holding the opposites? in this situation it can be both one and the other: i did give a lot and i also didn't give enough. it be a contradiction. what is it about me that wants to come down and judge so harshly? i know that's my personality, that i'm trying to make sense of things and create order. but it doesn't work that way." 230326 ... epitome of incomprehensibility Also feeling internally conflicted - similar but differently; cooperative and uncooperative. 230326 what's it to you? who go blather from