my_soul_is_pregnant
crOwl "i spend my time in your grasp
carry me back to that place
where light breaks in our hands."
~possible selves



i'm round as the moon with child
children all around me
learning my ways
these are the days to give birth to eclectic awareness

they desire the sincere cream of the words god speaks. perhaps i am the coffee he pours it into and stirs.
061022
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crOwl when i come awkwardly to the bridge, i wonder innocently, if i could be the one to scale the safety railing and jump to my death into the icy, glass floor of river water, 25 feet below.

it's the impact that shatters the life out of you.
i would never jump off. i wish i could scale the railing and fly away.
061023
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Emmanuelle Cant someone raped my gestalt 061023
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. rappaport 061024
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