mutilate
ovenbird
He
’s
eating
a
salad
from
a
take
out
container
with
a
plastic
lid.
The
lid
is
cracked
and
a
sharp
blade
of
polyethylene stands
tall
in
the
fluorescent
gloaming
.
He
leans
forward
to
stab
at
limp
lettuce
and
the
makeshift scalpel slips
under
the
flesh
of
his
cheek
just
beside
his
worming
lips
.
Pain
capsizes
his
pupils.
He
lifts
his
left
hand
to
the
flap
of
his
face
and
pulls
at
it
like
a
hangnail
.
His
skin
peels
back
,
all
the
way
to
the
ridge
of
bone
beneath
his
eye
while
blood
and
screams
make
a
raging
river
of
his
clavicle
.
You
’re
not
here
to
cover
my
eyes
,
so
I
stare
in
paralyzed
wonder
.
I
try
to
make
-believe
that
your
hands
hover
between
me
and
all
the
world
’s
horror
but
you
’re
far
away
and
you
can
’t
hear
me
choking
on
your
name
.
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what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from