inner_void Sonya Have you ever had moments where you felt so empty that you thought you would just disappear at any moment? Have you ever had a moment where you felt so utterly alone because no one could relate to your special (or crappy) personal circumstances? Have you ever felt so used that you wanted to remove yourself from the store shelf of life and hide in the discontinued merchandise section forever? Have you ever felt so bitter that you thought you were sprouting a lemon peel? Have you ever had your trust so horribly betrayed that you found yourself wishing the betrayer was banished to the lowest depths of hell? Have you ever loved someone who turned out not to be real because of lies or a "gimmick" that was used to impress you and real you in? At times I wonder if there is anything left in me. the wounded feline 050804 what's it to you? who go blather from