inability_to_sleep megan nothing's happening when i shut my eyes tonight i am so sick of being told how to feel and how to act and how to be me i don't even know who me is right now i don't know how to just be still anymore, don't know how to cry anymore, don't know how to just give up my worries and be silent don't know how to pray and really listen or remember my heart hurts tonight and i don't even know why i feel so empty so incurable 050330 ... Vulgar Listen to: Alexi Murdoch - Orange Sky or Handel - Passacaglia for Violin and Viola (Perlman, Zukerman) or even yet still Linda Ronstat (Spelling?) - Blue Bayou 050330 ... lotuseater i cannot go to sleep before 2am. i dont know why... but it hardly ever happens. 050331 what's it to you? who go blather from