i_wanted_you blumengarten i want to somehow preserve you. where i could always have what we shared yesterday. for a few hours under the warm pennsylvania sun, you gave yourself to me. you held a fascination for me as if i was twenty and available. you were like the one who yelled, "marry me!" from the sidelines of the parade. you were as beautiful as life gets presented as a girl. you held the respect of the other girls who buzzed around you, bee to flower. they wanted to be you. i wanted you. maybe i loved you. 040705 ... lotuseater for quite a while now. i am afraid. i do not want anything to happen to friendship. but... you're so... insanely pretty... absolutely beautiful (even tho seth thinks you wear too much eye makeup) you make me happy. 040705 what's it to you? who go blather from