i_fucked_up anonymous Have you ever had to sit awake for three days because your mind is racing about what will happen next? Staring in the eyes of those you love you and seeing eternity through them. I see love, but with love- despair, hatred, embarrasment, and fear. I fucked up. Big time. I don't think I have ever had to keep my mouth shut because it may affect my future. It sucks when you a fuckup an it sucks even more to see the pain of those who love you. You don't know who to trust and you don't know what to trust. Not even yourself. 030321 what's it to you? who go blather from