i_bleed_enough x my head is becoming loose at the neck the calm face comes from never never there's no reason to give up there's no reason to keep going (there's no reasons at all) the lights are unchanging but they dim in my eyes. sitting across from him with his mind closed shut "simply impassable" {turn away from life ... it's not enough } 020905 ... Sonya I'm running dry. The pumps have stopped, wheels no longer turn. Rusty, overrun, overused, but still never enough. Abused, used, relied upon... I bleed when I'm allowed to... In the silent darkness shrouded by fluffy blankets. In my dreams it pours forth. Meaningless visualizations combined with old pains, followed by newborn ones... I bleed enough, I bleed too much. I'm running dry. 020906 ... black no, you don't 020910 what's it to you? who go blather from