drowning_in_lyrical_stupors this should be rillian i want to be like jude the obscure, standing on the haywagon, looking out at the city from far away. reading books when my mates want me to play, getting up in the freezing morning because that's what a future demands. 040211 ... lotuseater the on position, damn you! 040211 what's it to you? who go blather from