awakened madness after he dropped me off and drove away I found myself almost running up the stairs in the hopes that he would be there to talk to I'd been half asleep all day filled with thoughts and images of things said once stopped in the middle of a street thinking of the potential sweetness of a kiss once filled with shooting fire, blind to the faces of passing strangers "or will he take my heart and wad it up and throw it in my face?" 010803 ... note to self i won't if you won't 010803 ... madness deadened 010803 what's it to you? who go blather from