at_the_train_station
raze someone falls in love
someone falls down
someone steps on someone's
gimpy foot
single file becomes
sideways chaos
becomes single file again
becomes sitting down

and then there will be
the clanking of metal on metal
the clumsy economic shuffle
jerking rag doll heads
from side to side
the faraway talking of strangers
a sort of muffled auditory comfort food
and maybe later there will be peanuts

but first nathaneal with an e
will instruct you in the intricacies
of breaking the emergency window
should you survive some catastrophe
that will not occur
and become reluctant hero
to the other survivors

murderer of glass
brave leader to cold freedom
wise hoarder of salted nuts

the joke is
every window is an emergency window

at the train station
there are no peanuts
there is no nathaneal with an e
there are no emergency windows
and there is no rhythmic drone
like a fire alarm born with its heart
on the wrong side of its chest
ringing just loud and long enough
to make you lose your mind
in increments that read like
the stages of grief
as written by david_foster_wallace
on bewildered hotel stationary

at the train station
there's you
in a sea of others
standing around
waiting
to fall in love
or to fall down
or to step on the hands
that grew out of someone's legs
before you were viviparous vertebrae
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