about_him amy i want him in my life dearly. i think we could heal together, i think we could dream together... and so i'm very saddened by the things i've said about him... my fears and projections. But it really matters so little, if we can be as true as i think we can. 031114 ... amy and then, i got annhilated. but i had a really good day today, so it's okay. (next day, please) 031115 ... guitar_freak In a dark and smokey room a band plays off-beat industrial music and people dance out of sync with the music and each other. His eyes draw mine to his. I look away. His smile is mesmerizing, the image of which is locked in my mind. I would do anything to see his smile and look deep into his eyes. 050406 what's it to you? who go blather from