whywhywhy
nom i_am_sad and ugly aching lonely missing someone who doesn't even really love me 070522
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nom and i am upset with myself 070522
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nom ashamed 070522
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nom stupid 070522
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unhinged .

(it would be nice to love someone that can be there and love you back)
070523
what's it to you?
who go
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