overriding amy this pain will pass. it always does... i have to feel well to help others feel better, though. of course i need to know better the ways how. i lose my game empathically when i don't work to alleviate pain, because i happen to be too confused about something. and i have to regain the feeling from when i was a child that there is a lot that i will never understand, yet i still work to understand it, and that's what makes life so abundantly interesting. 040107 what's it to you? who go blather from