overheating
pony
The
influence
is
hot
,
the
influence
is
heavy
.
The
influence
is
not
hot
and
heavy
.
But
it
is
hot
,
it
is
heavy
.
I
could
feel
it
all
over
my
body
,
keeping
me
up
at
night
tossing
and
turning
.
It
was
at
this
point
that
I
realized
,
I
don't
have
to
do
any
of
this
.
It
wasn't
about
paying
the
bills
or
not
paying
the
bills,
sleeping
or
not
sleeping
.
I
was
tired
because
I
knew
I'd
done
something
wrong
but
I
didn't
know
how
to
fix
it
.
I
didn't
like
the
feeling
of
my
own
hand
against
my
opposing
wrist
as
I
tucked
them
both
under
my
flattened
pillow
.
240212
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from