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cr0wl dig
dig out those weeds
out of your happy_go_lucky fields
of such polluted thinking.
091022
...
unhinged oh but they are


i used to look in the mirror
at a stranger
and i was afraid
very afraid
to be alone with the bottles
to be alone with the blades
i was afraid of what i saw
because it wasn't what i wanted to see
i guess because somewhere deep down
i knew that wasn't how i was supposed to be



these days
i like what i see in the mirror
and even when i don't
i know how to change it into something i want to see
091022
what's it to you?
who go
blather
from